Feeling Down





Some people say I am crazy, some say I am lazy, after all I am me.  Some fear some hold me dear, after all I am me. Some people look through me with green eyes, some despise,  after all I am me.

He has lost weight, he is always late, he has put on weight, he has cut his hair he would not dare, after all I am me. He is kind, heart on a sleeve, love is blind, after all I am me.

He is drunk, he is angry, he is sad. He is a fool, he is fighting again, after all I am me, you have seen all these things in the past, but still you cannot grasp I am me.

Look at yourselves and as you delve, you will find the God, who knows who I am, who are you

Hearts Awakening

The blood red of the rose has filled my eyes with lustful passion, its thorns have stabbed deep into my heart, oh what an enigma love is. I have flown to the sun, my heart soaring like an eagle, on loves  celestial wings, and been cast into the deepest darkest  abyss, when love had abandoned me.

Solitude was my healer as I navigated the turbulent waters, of self discovery seeking the truth of my heart, Love is the truth within my heart. A selfless love to be given unconditionally, to all who seek spirit, a woman to love my heart was an illusion to me.

My heart slept in loves sweet hibernation, I now awaken to a lady, with the beautiful truth of love within her heart. She now takes my hand and walks beside me, with all her love and sorrow deep within her knowing eyes, I kiss her deeply as we blend our awakening hearts.


For my darling Veronica 14/09/17







I Pray

Every morning I pray for the sick and suffering to be healed

I pray that the wisdom and power of unconditional love, fills all hearts and minds, so that we may create a world of harmony, balance, kindness, tolerance, love, and compassion, for all.

I pray and give thanks to you Great Spirit, for allowing me to serve you as a channel for Angels and Spirit. I ask  that all is done in service for you, is for the greatest and highest good.

I pray that I may always seek the highest good from myself, not only in service to you, but for the best possible life I can achieve, for me and all around me. 

I pray for Guidance to overcome my troubles, and to lead me to where I should be, and doing what I should be doing.

My prayer gives me focus on the new day, although I have my work to do, my prayer takes me out of my material mind, and closer to my creator, letting me know all things are possible, and that I am the creator of my life in thought and deed.

Prayer is thought, Prayer is mindfulness, Prayer is love, Prayer is from the heart, Prayer is the truth of our being, our connection our guide.


Rising up from my Past:- Service and Soul Lessons for a Lost Soul

Drowning in my past, stifled by past glories, am I destined to be a memory, of once was in heart and mind. The unknown creation beckons a new age, have I the fire and grace to serve,  as I gaze upon all time passed by.

Spirit beside me always as we walked through, the light and darkness of my choices. A journey of service to spirit is a lonely road, for a 23 year old  man, bringing the teachings and messages of spirit to the grieving, brokenhearted, and lost, healing to the sick I had found my calling in life. The more I did the more I was asked to do,   privately I was alone looking for​ the other half of my heart. 

Spirit love illuminates my darkness, as I look up to the source of light from the depths of my sorrow and regret. I cannot be that young man full of fire and grace, I have aged and walked down the road of my illusions, seeking what I am when in truth what I sought I am not, my love was blind.

Awakening in the autumn of my life, I look up to the  pale twilight sun. Merlin looks at me with warmth in his eyes, telling me all reality perceived my thoughts and emotions  felt throughout my life, have been my souls lessons and learning, they have brought me to this destiny, continue to walk your pathway serve us from your heart, the wanderer has now come home.