Weary

Weary of the wheel of material life, expending energy draining going nowhere fast in rotation, tired and forlorn must power the greed engine, sitting with my wine asking the question why am I programmed to work this wheel, is it the knowledge of age that speaks, or my creaking body, that will not allow me to do what I once did, I am weary of the systemic ideal, that wants me in my place, I have worked my whole life, feeding energy to the greed engine, the life love and laughter, I have missed whilst working this dam wheel, is the tax that I have paid, for a comfortable life. 

When I am exhausted and can no longer feed the greed engine, I will be discarded and replaced, worn out for what purpose I ask, the best years passed by,  hindsight is a beautiful future lived in the past, a day dream that I can no longer regret, I should have stepped off the wheel, when my dreams could have been loved and lived, weary of futile work serving the corperate machine, that nourishes the few but wastes the many.

I have had too many years of doing big favours, for the businesses I have served, I have  gained nothing from doing favours, I have lost time to live breathe and love, you call again asking for a big favour,  this time I cannot oblige, because time is limited for me and priceless, I will waste no more of my precious time, making you rich and me weary. 

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thelifeandtimesofstevieboy

I am a 58 year old Security officer and Medium and Healer I wrote my first blog in December 2016 about my diet I really enjoyed writing it so have been writing about my spiritual journey and realisation since then also adding poetry when inspires I hope you enjoy reading

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