Knowing

My heart open and aware hears the voices of spirit

Voices speaking of love and reassurance to 

Beloved ones on earth in grief and sorrow 

It is my calling to be a voice for the beloved in spirit

To tell the truth of eternal life and death will not us part

My vocation to be a connection of love for spirit

To speak to the beloved ones they left behind  

To heal the pain  of death’s parting 

In life and eternity

Stephen Rowlands 05/02/20

 

 

 

 

2020

I have written many times about my new beginnings starting Boxing Day 2010, and now as we are about to begin a new decade, I reflect on the journey of the past nine years, and look forward to the new beginnings and all life has to offer in 2020, the past nine years I feel have been preparing me for 2020, as I feel guided to say every year is a preparation for the next, I have learned that life on the earth plane, is the evolution or devolution of self, by how we allow external influences to effect our internal selves, the art of self evolution is to know our internal truth and to live and grow through our truth, when we allow ourselves to devolve, is when we allow ourselves to be shaped by our external world.

With this in mind I feel to say that our external world can enhance our inner truth, we learn and grow from our experiences in our external world, but we must learn to remain true to our inner truth, keeping the lessons to enhance our inner truth, and discarding the bad memories to maintain the health of our inner truth and selves, this is where I feel detachment plays it’s part in emotional health, 2019 was a fantastic year for me filled with love, blessings, and realisations. 

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In 2019 I began my quest to be more in service to spirit, I have gained bookings from 5 new churches, the highlights of my spiritual service is working with, the lovely Ashley Mills and creating Gemini Transfiguration, and demonstrating Transfiguration/Trance at, Reading, Winchester, and Eastleigh churches, also serving spirit on platform at Reading, Winchester, Eastleigh, Wokingham, also it was the first time my lovely medium friend Jane Lorraine Goodman, had seen me demonstrate mediumship at Wokingham, a box I enjoyed ticking, I have also changed my focus in spirit communication, I used to bring a lot of messages through from spirit guides, and some loved ones in this age of the need for evidence, I have turned my focus to bringing messages through from loved ones, with some amazing and heart touching results, have done some home Transfiguration/Trance sits much to my suprise my Stevie’s GasBag FB live discussion groups have been a success, and I will continue to do them.

Also in 2019 myself and Veronica had a amazing first holiday together in Venice, and Veronica made me the most honoured man in the universe, by becoming my wife 07/09/19 at Winchester Registry Office, with my best friend the lovely Marina Rawlings being my best man, myself and Veronica had a lovely honeymoon on the Isle of Corfu, I am so very grateful for the blessings of 2019 and thankful for the people who have supported me throughout 2019. 

2020 is a master year whereby we can work towards and manifest our best life, and I hope to be more of service to spirit, and I will work towards serving more churches and centres, the refreshing thing is Churches are starting to recommend me again, as I said life is a state of evolution of the self, in 2010 I had virtually dried up and was in a real state of inertia, over the past nine years I have been living, speaking, growing, and learning my truth through an open heart to where I am today, now as 2020 approaches I am semi retired to have more time to serve spirit, I am going to complete my book, build my website, be a channel for spiritual healing, and private readings, serve churches and centres, share my poetry/writing to the world, and live love and grow with my beautiful wife Veronica

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2019 in Highlights And New Beginnings 2020

 

Light Love Blessings And Abundance For All In 2020

Stephen Rowlands 30/12/19

 

 

 

Living The Dream

All my illusions about life

Faded away once my heart opened

To the dream of life

Banishing all my illusions of old self

Awakening my hidden true self 

The genesis of life had begun

Acting out the illusion

Is the journey of the fool 

Living life as a lucid dream

True to true self in heart and mind 

Grateful for this new beginning

A blessing of the spirit

To live love and serve

Stephen Rowlands 06/12/19

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

We All Talk Of

As I have said many times before since Boxing Day 2010, till now has been a time of mental, emotional, spiritual, material, development for me, from the mess I was to the man I am now, has been a wonderful journey of enlightenment and progression, never doubt your capacity to change and seek out the life you need, and become the person you need to be.

Be true to yourself honesty with self is truly the best policy, to becoming all we want to be, and with the future people who we will meet, who are and will become in heart and mind our soul tribe, as I sit here writing this feeling truly blessed, I have had a wonderful weekend serving spirit with the lovely Ashley Mills, being inspired to create by spirit date night with my beautiful wife Veronica, she is now sitting watching Christmas movies as I write, I live in gratitude for the journey and all the blessings of realisation along the way, that have helped me become.

We All talk of love as something we give to others, but love of self always seems to be the illusion to many, and many deny self love from the illusion of being somehow unworthy of self love, we are all worthy of self love, as it is the one thing that will propel us to living a fulfilling life, you may scoff but Boxing Day 2010 I was alone drunk and broke, with a ex girlfriend telling me I would die a lonely old man, I came to realise I needed to love myself as well as others, my self love taught me what was acceptable or not acceptable from others, as well as what was acceptable or not by the way I treated myself, self love was my guide on my journey to a new life.

My self love also reminded me that I was wasting my life, by not serving spirit to my full capacity, and not fully committing to spirit fully in heart and mind, my journey back to being a servant for spirit has at times been the most frustrating, but also rewarding part of my journey since Boxing Day 2010, because I feel I have grown in heart mind and spirit, enabling me to become a fully functioning servant and vessel of spirit.
Stephen Rowlands 10/11/19

Dance Of The Heart

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Recently sitting at home drinking wine relaxing on a warm summers evening, I asked myself and spirit the question “Why Am I A Medium” I know it is my purpose in life to be a channel for spirit,  and being a channel for spirit has given me my niche in life where I can shine and contribute to this life, but why am I a channel for spirit, knowing spirit would answer my question through inspiration and synchronicity, it has been a long circular road to this point in time, back to the beginning to start anew, so I needed to know why am I a medium.

Who really knows what they want to be, a question we are asked when we are very young, tinker, tailor, soldier, spy, fireman, train driver, who can truly know what they are to become, life is a long road of choice and the experience of our choices, we get very confused on our journey, as to who and what we are, society and our peers tell us what we should be and become, inwardly we desire to be truly ourselves, and to be living life as to what expresses our innermost being, all I know is that life is a journey of finding ones trueself, and expressing and sharing that truth for the benefit of all.

We all have the beautiful gift of life and creation, our dance of life should be the creation of the best we can be, above all our creation should be love of self, life, and all we do, and to create with love as our power and guide, the essence of the teachings of spirit is love to share with all, it is love of self and life that is our dance, the best dance of all is the dance of service to others. 

Many are called but few are chosen Matthew 22:1-14.

We are all called by God ( creation) to walk a spiritual pathway, in service to God to bring enlightenment upliftment,  to heal pain to be the messengers of spirit and universal life.

It is those who do not truly have compassion in their hearts, who do not wish to speak spiritual truth from their hearts, those who wish to serve themselves, in the pretence of service to God, who are not chosen.

So why have I been chosen to serve God as a healer and medium, no matter how many times I have fallen off the pathway of service, I always get called back into service, my life’s journey is what it is and I have learned many lessons, the main lesson has been not to try to be normal, but to truly be myself not to seek acceptance of others but to gain acceptance of myself, my eternal connection to God and spirit through my heart, throughout my life I have been called into spiritual service, now the lesson is learned I feel now I am chosen, to serve God and spirit I have accepted myself and my connection, spiritual service is now my focus for the remainder of my earth life, service to God and spirit is the dance of my heart.

Stephen Rowlands 29/09/19

 

Lucky Man

Memories far far away in time, of being a young 23 year old medium, just starting out on the spiritualist church circuit, sitting on the doorstep of home seeking inspiration, for the Sunday service address writing notes from my thoughts, my nan would be cooking Sunday dinner, blissful memories of that time.

I find myself today 36 years later, sitting on the decking of mine and Veronica’s home, seeking inspiration for tonight’s Sunday address, for service at Winchester Independent Spiritualist Church, my Veronica cooking Sunday dinner, the intervening years were a journey of self discovery, seeking the truth of what I truly am, a material man or disciple and servant of spirit many dark times ahead due to my bad choices as I endeavoured to balance earth and sky to find my place, in this life.

All through the years spirit have stood by me, especially in the darkest times even when I could not see or feel their presence, spirit were there guiding me to my truth, today I realise I have come full circle, I feel very lucky and truly blessed, that spirit have stood by me through all my bad choices and at times stupidity, the journey is now done and I can continue my path, as a disciple and servant of spirit, I feel so truly blessed for the love and guidance of spirit throughout my life, I say to all who are aware and serve spirit, live your life and truth to the full, because it is a journey of guidance, to the truth of your purpose in this life.
Blessings To All 💜
Stephen Rowlands 28/07/19