Silence

I welcome my old friend silence

To calm the noise of my mind

A welcome visitor to give me respite

From all that troubles me

Ego bows to humility in silence

Awakening the sentience of heart

Feeling the truth of my emotions

Silence bids me to become silent

Within this moment of clarity

All that matters is silence

As in all moments

Peace is is the true reality of being

Stephen Rowlands 16/01/20

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Beginning

I seek you neath the half moon
My spirit fades without your gentle feeling
Eternity in afterlife will judge our purpose
The sun will rise and I will leave
My love for you neath the half moon.

Looking up to the morning blue

Your presence is gone

Thankful for the sacred gift of life

My purpose becomes clear

Now I can seek out my life and truth

Without the illusion of your love

Inner creation is mine to command

The future beckons me to become.

Stephen Rowlands 11/01/20

Stop The World

Stop the world my beloved has died

I want the world to take time to mourn

Abandoned in this moment

As the new day marches on in time

I stand here in solitary sorrow

Physical death is final and unforgiving

I will never see you again in this life

Stop the world give me time

My beloved’s presence is no more

Just memories of once was

To keep my beloved alive in heart and mind

I wish to tell you of my beloved

The blessing he was to me and family

Stop the world and listen

My beloved has died

Stephen Rowlands 22/12/19

 

 

 

Love Is My Teacher

When darkness befalls me

Love teaches me to be light

When I feel unloved

Love teaches me to love

When I feel persecuted

Love teaches me to live my truth

When I am hurt

Love teaches me to speak my truth

When I feel all is gone

Love teaches me to open my heart 

Love is my guide 

In this mortal life

Love teaches me

The truth of my eternal soul

Inspired by Spirit
Stephen Rowlands 26/11/19

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

I Am Me

Some people say I am lazy

Some people call me crazy

Some fear some hold me dear

After All I Am Me

He has cut his hair

He does not care

He would not dare

After All I Am Me

He has put on weight

He is always late

He has lost weight

After All I Am Me

He thinks to much

He drinks to much

After All I Am Me

I know who I am now

It is all in the past

Today you still cannot grasp

That I am becoming me

Look at yourselves

And as you delve

You will find the God

Who knows me

Who are you.

Stephen Rowlands 19/11/19
My first Poem I wrote back in 1990 revamped

We All Talk Of

As I have said many times before since Boxing Day 2010, till now has been a time of mental, emotional, spiritual, material, development for me, from the mess I was to the man I am now, has been a wonderful journey of enlightenment and progression, never doubt your capacity to change and seek out the life you need, and become the person you need to be.

Be true to yourself honesty with self is truly the best policy, to becoming all we want to be, and with the future people who we will meet, who are and will become in heart and mind our soul tribe, as I sit here writing this feeling truly blessed, I have had a wonderful weekend serving spirit with the lovely Ashley Mills, being inspired to create by spirit date night with my beautiful wife Veronica, she is now sitting watching Christmas movies as I write, I live in gratitude for the journey and all the blessings of realisation along the way, that have helped me become.

We All talk of love as something we give to others, but love of self always seems to be the illusion to many, and many deny self love from the illusion of being somehow unworthy of self love, we are all worthy of self love, as it is the one thing that will propel us to living a fulfilling life, you may scoff but Boxing Day 2010 I was alone drunk and broke, with a ex girlfriend telling me I would die a lonely old man, I came to realise I needed to love myself as well as others, my self love taught me what was acceptable or not acceptable from others, as well as what was acceptable or not by the way I treated myself, self love was my guide on my journey to a new life.

My self love also reminded me that I was wasting my life, by not serving spirit to my full capacity, and not fully committing to spirit fully in heart and mind, my journey back to being a servant for spirit has at times been the most frustrating, but also rewarding part of my journey since Boxing Day 2010, because I feel I have grown in heart mind and spirit, enabling me to become a fully functioning servant and vessel of spirit.
Stephen Rowlands 10/11/19