All my illusions about life
Faded away once my heart opened
To the dream of life
Banishing all my illusions of old self
Awakening my hidden true self
The genesis of life had begun
Acting out the illusion
Is the journey of the fool
Living life as a lucid dream
True to true self in heart and mind
Grateful for this new beginning
A blessing of the spirit
To live love and serve
Stephen Rowlands 06/12/19
As I have said many times before since Boxing Day 2010, till now has been a time of mental, emotional, spiritual, material, development for me, from the mess I was to the man I am now, has been a wonderful journey of enlightenment and progression, never doubt your capacity to change and seek out the life you need, and become the person you need to be.
Be true to yourself honesty with self is truly the best policy, to becoming all we want to be, and with the future people who we will meet, who are and will become in heart and mind our soul tribe, as I sit here writing this feeling truly blessed, I have had a wonderful weekend serving spirit with the lovely Ashley Mills, being inspired to create by spirit date night with my beautiful wife Veronica, she is now sitting watching Christmas movies as I write, I live in gratitude for the journey and all the blessings of realisation along the way, that have helped me become.
We All talk of love as something we give to others, but love of self always seems to be the illusion to many, and many deny self love from the illusion of being somehow unworthy of self love, we are all worthy of self love, as it is the one thing that will propel us to living a fulfilling life, you may scoff but Boxing Day 2010 I was alone drunk and broke, with a ex girlfriend telling me I would die a lonely old man, I came to realise I needed to love myself as well as others, my self love taught me what was acceptable or not acceptable from others, as well as what was acceptable or not by the way I treated myself, self love was my guide on my journey to a new life.
My self love also reminded me that I was wasting my life, by not serving spirit to my full capacity, and not fully committing to spirit fully in heart and mind, my journey back to being a servant for spirit has at times been the most frustrating, but also rewarding part of my journey since Boxing Day 2010, because I feel I have grown in heart mind and spirit, enabling me to become a fully functioning servant and vessel of spirit.
Stephen Rowlands 10/11/19